他竟然把我当透明

their life . . . were so excited !!

all just like a kid . . .

happiness . . . all around the centre

i'm just so jealous about that . . .

looking at their pictures . . .

i just can feel that all of them were 3 years old only ~

ahah ~ dont mine

i wish i could hv this kind of life too . . .

but i know its imposible ~

now ... i just wan freedom !!

i wan to hv my own life !! PLEASE

since the day i walk into that door ...

i know my life will be more difficult to walk

everytime argue with my family about that thing ...

sienzz . . . .

haiz ... now hv to face PMR ~

just hope PMR could faster finish ~

so i only can dye my hair or go anywhere i like with my frens ~

i'm nt a kid anymore ~

i need freedom !!

PLS dont treat me like a kid anymore . . . pls dont do that

i'm different with the others ...

dont use the same pattern to treat me ok??

HATE PPL DIN REPLY MY MESSAGE !!!!

DAMN HATE

i'm nt kidding OK??!!

u can tell me if u dont like replying my message !!

dont diam diam there or fu yan me !!!

really hate it !

PLEASE !!

if u are busy then dont fine me OK??!!

dont tell me u hv many things to say !!

i dont wanna hear all those nonsense !!!

i din force u to do that !!

send messgae to u,u dont wan reply !!

do u know wat is '' HURT '' ?!

dont fu yan me OK?!!

i know u're busy so now i'm controlling myself !!

i'm controlling myself to not finding u anymore!!

so PLS, dont fine me anymore ...

i really dont wanna hear what u say anymore ...

对不起


五月份的考试 。。。 我真的没有信心去考好成绩










第一次哭了这么多天

第一次哭到整个人没力了

第一次哭到睡着了

第一次这么伤心

第一次，真的是第一次

this few days not very happy . . .



i thought u will be different with the others~ dim ji its just the same . . .



really feel disappointed with u lar ...



stop learning bake cakes ... because NO MOOD !



feel vry tired with all this things la !!! i really duno should hate u ornt?!



YES or NO ??!! ERGHHHH



dun like facing u~ really hate it !! so pls dun force me to do it



trouble in my geo,sej projek !!! that pizza competition too ....



haven work on the magazine and the video clip !!!! it just make me wanna pengsan dy !!!



its quite difficult doing the video clip .... my head is going to burst argh . . .



now had no time to sleep . . . night had to do my homework,doing the magazine , study , find data



about the video clips, most important is write blog~



because this is the only place that i can relax ... but now mayb wont write too mant things on



here cause scare those '' geh poh '' will simply told the others my things ! pls dont be such a gepo!



so the only way is . . . sleep at school ... Zzz

this few days really very busy . . . busy till no time to buy JJ's present ( sry ya ) busy till no time

to sit together with my family . . . just BUZY ! busy for my homework, tuition . . .

i love tuition ,because i really learn a lot of things ~ ^^

yesterday night go JJ's party at his house . . . nice,big, many ppl , many food ~ wohoo ^^

i'm late,because just finish tuition . hope JJ wont be angry ya haha ~~

soo soo soo many things to eat ,i just feel so happy , because i din eat anything before tuition ! my

tummy kosong kosong d

And saw many friends , mentakab ,temerloh aso got ... happy .

just feel like time past so fast . . . many temrloh d fren change their look alr ~

and the most inportant thing is , XX aso gt go that party ~ so so so happy ~

we go up stairs and chat with my frens,and saw him chating with his frens at down stairs too ~

he din pay attention at us~ he din realize that i'm there too ! haiz .. . .. nvm lorh

we eat ,we play , we feshui , we take pictures ~ long time din do this things jor ~

Yesterday they open the wine but they din call us drink !!! so gek !! when we know,alr finsh

jor ,they gv me the empty bottle ~ zha dao . then i just take the EMPTY bottle walking all over

around ( so stupid d me ) haha

enjoy yesterday that party ~ back home at 11.30 pm . . .

learn many things from his blog . . .

mayb its nt the real story , but i'll still trust it WHY?! because i trust on him ~

mayb untill i die he still duno which 1 am i ~ but nvm ,because i know if u know which 1 is

me,there's no different too

so duno mayb will be more better ~

he wont pay attention on me because i'm just nobdy ~ just like a dust

能够认识到你，我已经很开心

last week din come updated my blog .....lazy argh,busy too ~ everyday study till 12.00 ++

and morning had to wake up at 5.30 .....then back home at 2.30 pm . tuition at 4.00 - 5.30 .... my

time is just not enough ! mayb is because form 3, we had to face PMR so we just can rush

through our time ...but i din feel hate to it...because i know its good for me .



tell u all the truth,standard 1 till form 2...i met many kind of teachers....fierce , gila , like to scold

ppl in no reason .... many kinds of it .and when i start studying,i just keep complaining every

teachers that have been teach me.. its true ! ask my mom if u dont trust! but when i come to

form 3 ,in the february, i've go to a tuition centre name ( XXX ),walao.....really behtahan ! the

teachers there nice dou tak boleh tahan !!!! they teach u as much as u all can ''absorb'' ....they

teach u untill u really understand the question... u ask them ten times,they answer u eleven times.haha...this is

the kind of teacher i wan!!! really,really hv to thank them...if no them,now i wont every night study untill 12-

00 ++ .... i really enjoy the

class,enjoy when thier teaching .... and even theres no tuiton class on friday,i miss it,not the

teacher ! the teacher aso very funny lar....always make himself like a clown just for making us

laugh ... the reason why they always make us laugh its nt because they sot ! they just wan us to

easier for remember the things he teach ~ the teachers always research the notes untill

midnight ~ 好感动啊！

so i hope every students from ( XXX ) will do thier best in exam and also study everyday ~




another problem with me,i think mayb he hates me ! ah lai aso think like that too!he cares

everyone exept me!he donwan to talk with me .... i should be sad or angry i really duno . ~

but now i hv 看开了 .... i learn this from XX's blog.....so hv to thank him .





today at school,when we were studying,suddenly heared some noise coming from 3G there....gt

a guy ''fat din'',he gaduh with the indian and shout very loud....Block C and D students all come

out and watch movie ...hehe .pn ang aso ...haiz,15 years old dy,still wan always act like ''dai go

dai'' ?use ur brain to think la... girls aso same, always act like '' dai ga jie'' ... still small meh?! and i hv to

complain the toilet argh!dirty dou ~ girls duno how to use toilets?! walao ~ everytime go toilet sure goin to die

~ and many of them like to conteng on the wall ~ write those rude words ~ scolding ppl, and others ~ u din

study moral izzit?! next time saw ur fren do it,pls call them to stop it la~

waste ur time at those kind of things! i just can say '' U're STUPID '' ... use ur time to study

more better la~ PMR is getting closer ~ if u dont like what i'm

saying,pls leave here ~